my 411, so i can say what i want in here!
i feel kinda bad that i went off like that. it is not really my style, and i know that everyone missed my point in 'that' thread. i don't expect anyone to read this, but i feel like i need to talk and since this is my 411 and bondi once told me that i could say 'whatever the fuck i wanted to say' in here, i will.
i am not jealous of other women's bodies, and i love how that is what everyone assumes because i am not a size 2...quite the contrary. the bodies of kiana, baby21, ican, sussed, etc are wonderful, and i can't say how much i enjoy their pics and personalities! but when people join up and start threads that just seem sooooo pointless i just get irritated. so i happened to blow up a bit...well fuck me, i am so sorry. it's not like i am the first person here to ever pitch a fit or give an opinion.
i feel like i have contributed a lot here, tried to stay active in my threads and a pile of the other threads, but i go off once and i get shit, or told to settle down...but i guess it would be ok to flip out, if i had the perfect body. (ya, contradictory, who cares)
so right now, i am seriously on the fence of whether or not i am even going to stick around. i am not even pissed about the thread, i am more pissed about the reactions to me from some people who i considered friends.
damor, sussed and ratt...
